These past 5 days have been very tough. I did not follow my guidelines as strictly as I would have liked, however I accomplished everything I wanted to any more. I have taken a deep, long look at myself and who I am. By spending so much time by myself I truly believe that I am different. I have spent much of my time praying and feel a closer more personal relationship with God. Now, I want to make the relationships I have in my life more meaningful and stronger. I want to spend time with the people I love and care about. I am driving up to Keene state with Jon tonight to visit Matt for the weekend. The new me is here... from this point on I will only better myself and make sure I do not lapse into someone I do not want to be.
I fear it is to too late to fix some relationships. Maybe in time. Who knows. Though, I will always have a place in my heart for those people who do not want a part in my future, but were such a big part of my past. I will always have love.
I considered ending this blog after this week was over. I created it to help me get my thoughts out, but I have had a bunch of people (surprisingly) tell me that they read it and like my thoughts. So, I will continue to tell the world my feelings and inner most thoughts. Maybe we can all learn something together.
Rob
About Me
- Rob Krieger
- Oxford, Connecticut, United States
- I am 25 years old. My birthday is 02/19/1985. I am a graduate of Western Connecticut State University. I pledged the Sigma Chi Fraternity in the spring of 2006. I made a life long commitment to the sacred ideals and values of this organization. Even though, I am no longer a undergraduate student I am still a Sigma Chi and always will be. I held the positions of President, Fund Raising Chair, and Scholarship Chair. The experiences I have enjoyed through this decision have molded the person I am today, and I couldn't be happier. My principles and morals from my life experiences (many in college) have lead me down the road to pursuing a career in law enforcement. I am currently in the application process with the following departments: NYPD, Groton, Avon, Farmington, Meridan, and vernon. I am praying that one these towns choses me to be one of their newest officers. I am extremely hardworking, with a deep sense of personal and ethical responsibility. I will make myself and the community I serve better on a daily basis. I may be compensated for some of the material included in this blog.
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